Saturday, September 5, 2009

This pain of mine

This pain of mine
-Tara 101 4th sep 2009

This pain of mine doesnt go away
deeper in the Valley's I tried to hide it,
Higher than skies I tried to trow it,
Bled my heart, till I feel apart.
But this pain of mine doesnt go away.

I am safe now,
I have love now,
I have reason to live now,
but this pain will not leave me.

It is the scar, that I once coverd up
,it is the scar that is now stuck in my throat,
It is the scar that is oozing with filth
This scar of mine will not disappear.

It is not like I am not having fun,
it is not like I am sucky and num,
It is not like I stay in a room.
But this pain of mine has a mind of its own.

I feel like I want to cry out loud,
I feel like I want to hide in the cloud,
I feel like I dont want to share
Because I feel like no one cares,

This pain, is making me beg,
this pain is making me mad,
this pain is taking a part of my breath away.
but this pain of mine will not go away.